What is it about Saturday!? and 200 days left!

Every Saturday I get a headache. Migraines even. Killer. Poor Nathan is off every weekend and has an invalid for a wife. I was trying to think of what causes it.. what could trigger a migraine on Saturday? First I thought that it was soccer.. Morgan has her games on Saturday and I scream like a banshee when she scores a goal (which, by the way.. averages 6 per game... lots of screaming!) However, no soccer today.. so that isn't it.

On another note.. I don't think it will be too long before i don't get them any more. I got them when I was pregnant with Morgan and it didn't last into the second trimester. Oh.. did i mention that I only have 200 days left!!! Also.. that isn't even correct since I have scheduled sections and Maya came even earlier than that at 37 weeks. Soo... the most i have left is like 193 days.. cool beans. (not that i am in any way ready for a newborn yet)

Last week was a great week. Nathan took Morgan to club at work which was in Los Cabos this year. We contemplated going as a family but I opted to save the expensive airfare (we would have had to fork out 700$ for an extra ticket and Maya would have been on my lap for 2.5 hours) and went to San Antonio to hang out with my family instead. It turned out to be a great decision. Morgan and Daddy had a great time.. so sweet together. AND.. I got to take the child who has no opinion on what we should do during the day. :) I got to go wherever I wanted, whenever I wanted. It was a really good time. My family is awesome and I have to say that my children are some of the most loved children on the face of this earth. We came home to find two Easter packages for the girls... from Scotland. Nathan's parents love them so much too. We are truly blessed.

I just don't get it.

There are so many questions I have to ask my Heavenly Father after I die. I understand that life is a test. I know that people have to experience challenges. It just seems to me that sometimes those challenges are so unfair. Bad things happen to such good people and such wonderful things happen to not so nice people. The only thing that keeps me going is the knowledge that justice is eternal. Thank goodness for that. I don't know how people can continue to hope or exist without that knowledge.

I've been thinking a lot about this little baby I am so blessed to be carrying right now. I am so worried that I have not taken good enough care of myself to give birth to a healthy baby. I did not start my prenatal vitamins early enough because I was not expecting to conceive. We were using contraception.. I only have one tube.. no way was I going to get pregnant. I have been feeling ill and getting migraines and haven't been regular with my vitamins. I live a very clean lifestyle.. no drinking, no smoking.. never even tried any of it. However, there is always this looming feeling that i am not eating the right things or doing something that will jeopardize the health of our baby. After all, my mom and dad have 8 healthy grandchildren.. one has to have problems SOMETIMES, right? It's such a pessimistic thought, but i worry quite a lot about it. I am hoping that after my 20 week u/s I can feel better about it.

My children are growing so quickly that it's hard to believe that I am old enough to have them. I don't feel old enough to have a 5 year old who will be starting kindergarten this year. She's so articulate. She uses words like "exasperating", "actually", and "also" instead of "too". She's an amazing soccer player. She's got a terrific voice.. on key most of the time. My most favorite trait of hers is her amazingly kind heart. What a gift she is... She is always thinking of others. When it was her turn to bring a snack to preschool she wanted to make sure that we brought something that the little boy with food allergies could eat. She actively engaged our neighbor's little 3 year old in helping with our flower beds. She let her dig the hole for the flowers and told her "that's perfect! good job!". She certainly has her moments.. she IS a typical 5 year old.. but I wouldn't trade her sweet, kind heart for anything.

Time with my family

My mother and her twin sisters came to visit this week. Her sisters live in Lethbridge Alberta so it was nice to see them. We seldom get to see most of the family that still lives in Canada and it was so wonderful that they drove up from San Antonio together to see my kids and me. Morgan just loves her grandma so much and Maya warmed up to them very quickly. It was a short 24 hour visit but it was so nice. Nathan had business the last part of this week and is driving home from the airport right now. I'm so ready for the weekend. It's time to start work on the yard. I can see green blades of grass poking through the brown stuff. Next week I have my sister Liz coming to see me for a couple of days and then my older sister Sarah is coming up for part of the week. I am so excited for Sarah. She has a DATE. She has been talking to this guy for a few weeks and they are going to meet in person. I am really hopeful for her. She wants to find someone to share her life with so badly. She really is a gem too.

Sleeping bliss is over

Maya has been a good sleeper for a few months now. Even for naps I have been able to put her down awake, no problem. Today she is fighting me. I tried putting her down twice already and thinking she was just not ready, I went and got her. Now it's almost 1:00 and she hasn't napped yet today so it's scream time in the crib. I thought we were past that. I hope she can calm down quickly because it's obvious that she needs to rest.

We got to go out on a date last night. We saw HITCH and ate at a mexican place. The food wasn't so hot but the movie was great. I really enjoyed it. Can i just say that a good babysitter is PRICELESS? What would i do without Chelsea?